I hate...........

I hate.... I hate that I still think of you And that I want you around. I hate all the memories Because you kept my feet on the ground. I hate the fact that you’re happy. Even without me in your life. I hate that you’re always on my mind And I’m just a faded memory. I hate that even in my anger I can’t and still don’t hate you the way I’d like. I hate this feeling I have It feels like I’ve been stabbed with a spike I hate that my heart aches And I can’t get it to go away